pillar of truelove

http://goldfisch.blogspot.com/2005/03/would-you-pick-flower-for-me.html
this links to an article posted by my friend, she s a very sweet and caring girl. i wish her forever happiness...well, i was influenced by her by creating this blog...
i cried when i read it...i was thinking of my bf who was sleepin on the bed...i showed him this article some time later and said, 'maybe you re not even like the husband?' he gave me a usual 'couldnt help' face...

quake us

i was totally disconnected with tv, radios, and most of the entertainment stuff ever since the year i had STPM...i didnt get this news myself but from others' msn nicks..another earth quake...
sometimes i wonder, why am i here? why am i doin things im doing?...ppl are suffering all over the world, and look what im doin here...why do we study? for the exam? well, im not an ambitious scholar, i dont think im able to do anythin good to anyone else even if i got good results...we drown ourselves in notes and books, swallow everythin...after the hateful exam, enjoy! every short-term memory that went into our brain subsides...and, this is my life in university...
...well, now, im here sitting in my room in the morning, raining heavily. i remember few days ago ppl were complaining bout no rain, how hot the weather is...i was supposed to go to my lab...well, now im just sitting here and wait...

is there really in this world...something called...eternal? 

my first post on good friday...

it s good friday...it s holiday...
well, i was supposed to go out and have fun...and now im with my bf...in the lib...studyin...again......

i want to share my days, thoughts, anythin...with all my good friends...although i dont have much...
i hope there ll be no sufferings, tragedies, upset, ...
but too bad this world is full of those...

i hope every friend ll be fine always...

i hope my family ll be fine always and always...

but dont worry just live your everyday to the full...although i always dont...

ppl tend to neglect and forget...

there s some word of wisdom i should try to bear in mind when upset...

...may you never take one single breath for granted

god forbids love ever leave you empty handed...