Sunday, April 23, 2006

msn

opening the msn chatting history can be interesting. you rank the history files by size. so the person who chatted with you the most is on top..the interesting part is the result, it shows your level of relationship with that friend, you might wonder 'har..?'
although my comp crashed 3 times such that this is not accurate. although some of your best friends may not be msn-contactable. although some ranked high may not be your best friend. although some of you may not be reading my blog, here you go:

1. casablancao
2. siaogao
3. jb_koala
4. ynotz
5. shixiang
6. lailaizhang
7. betiau
8. mr_kool
9. mr_hatashi
10. spastkid

no 1 the only girl. ppl dont get too close with lone rangers cause they re too protective of themselves and sometimes ended up hurting ppl ard them. but well, im lone ranger too so im ok haaha..
no 2, he s tall, teasing yet attentive, another one who call me xiaomeimei. jz like the one long time ago, whom i wouldnt wan to forget.
no 3 niichan~ he preferred i call him niisan cause it suits his 'image' but i think this one suits him instead..he ranked high not because we chat a lot but because he always pop in with 'WOI' 'got enuf drink water anot'
no 4 is perhaps the only friend i have beside me for so long..
no 5 i hope he quickly find a girl he likes then come back and be my friend damn it!
no 6 was the one i chatted with most often, but it s archived away many times to other log file that it s now ranked 6th. but, it ll never catch up anymore..

Thursday, April 20, 2006

world outside

i wan to go japan
i wan to go japan so much..
i know if you have a dream you have to chase hard for it..
i must take jptl test but too bad next test is december and results ll only be out on feb next year!
i realize the importance of international recognization too late
i wonder if i still have any chances to go japan through sch program..

and i still got so many places
i wan to go america..
i wan to go hong kong..
i wan to have chance to explore new world
i always very grateful i have eyes to see..

Saturday, April 15, 2006

silly girl

你已经省了很多
你不需要這么做
你這样唯一最难过的是供你的妈妈
你委屈夠了要自己照顾自己

你不需要难过
你一定可以找到懂你的人
你一定可以找到愿意疼惜保护你的人
你一定有人爱

你一个人肯定沒问题
你可以交到新朋友
你可以跳出自己跳出过去 找到新生活
你可以找到真正属于你的天空 你的星星

你哭吧
你喊啦!
好啦 喊完继续好好过