yearn for befallen of my eye in the sky

sometimes...hm...ever feel like wish you can just save your tears so that ppl can tell your sorrow?...i wish everybody...anybody s just like another me, that he/she knows me so well, that i dont need to say a word, and he/she understands...knows how i feel, knows what i want, knows what i care bout, knows how to make me happy...well, sounds like that person is none other than myself, it s such a bad thing to say that i cant even make myself happy...